2nd Post Today

I feel so good and so accomplished that it doesn't feel right at all.  I am wearing a pair of pants (size 14) which I wore after losing weight the first time with LA weight loss.  I have to say I felt frigging triumphant at getting these on to wear to work today.  Only problem is I feel too big for my britches.  No pun intended.  The pants fit great.  Is the problem that I feel I don't deserve to feel good?  Maybe.  I do know that finally reaching a place I never thought I would have the courage to get to again makes me happy and scared.  I just can't do this again.  Anyone else relate?