Tuesday, March 30, 2010

214.4 Going Down

I should feel accomplished, but I don't.  I feel like I let myself down-again.  More wine last night and I had promised myself I would not do this til Friday night.  I still lost about .4 lbs, but still.  Who am I kidding?  Anyway, I am having a hard time concentrating.  I am thinking of all the others out there who are "working at weight loss."  We are all struggling with keeping on program.  But, why does it need to be a program.  Why can't I just eat normal portions and maintain my weight.  It all looks so easy as I walk by others at work who are normal weight and eating real food.  I just want this stage of my life to be done for good this time, but I doubt my troubles are over. 


  1. Thanks for stopping by my blog!

    I wonder how it does look so easy for some people as well. In regards to your previous post-I am quite sure your son does not & did not see size when he looks at his mom. But I am sure he is proud of your healthy accomplishments too!

  2. Thanks, Miss S. I bet you are right. It is my own hang ups about my image working here. Thanks for joining my blog.