Monday, March 29, 2010
MONDAY New Number
214.6 today. Lowest in 3 years and all that separates me from onederland is 14 lbs. That and will power I should say. I have a short term goal of losing this 14 lbs before June. You see, June is when my son leaves on deployment. I really want him to be proud of me and not embarrassed by the big momma he had last year at his wedding. I had to meet my future DIL at the wedding and her family. She is gorgeous and petite as well as her mother and sister. I show up as a size 26 in a black dress that I now find amazingly big. I told myself I looked ok and really, I did. But, I was fat and embarrassed by my size. I made the best of it, but I really hated the way I looked and felt. I only started losing in November so when the kids came home for Christmas, I had only lost about 25 lbs. It was only a start. When I see my son the next time, I want him to say, wow mom, you look great. He wont be home for next Christmas, but when he does return I want to be 160 or lower. A healthy BMI would be the goal. Can I do this?