Friday, September 17, 2010
How Much Longer
How much longer will it take for me to reach my goal? I have been stalled out for about 5 months. It isn't my body that is stalled, it is me. It is me drinking gin and tonic and wine with dinner. It is me not following my plan completely. If I were, I would be at my ideal and desired weight. I tried this last week to go alcohol free and lasted all of two days. I enjoy drinking with my friends and it is just too hard to give up. For those of you who may be concerned that this is a cry for help, stop. It isn't. This is not a problem I need AA for. I only blog about this because I am telling the truth. Lyn, at Escape from Obesity has escaped. She continues to lose weight. She is working her plan. I wonder how much longer I will continue on this pattern or will I find the strength I need to do what needs to be done. Will I return to my plan and follow as directed? I have to or I wont lose the last 40 lbs I want to lose. How much longer will I give in to my habits which don't get me where I want or need to be? Stay tuned. I will let you know.