Tuesday, September 7, 2010
I will be a bridesmaid in 3 weeks. I have gotten the dress and it is pretty. It feels strange to me. It is a prom dress of sorts. I never went to prom. Didn't think I was into that at the time, but maybe I was. I tried the dress on today. It is a typical prom dress. It just fits. The material is satin and does not give one inch. I felt fat even though I don't weigh what I weighed 70lbs ago. I know the focus of the wedding isn't on me, but I still want to look my best. I am back on plan today and will remain so until the wedding. I feel good having this goal. I feel strong. I will look great. I will feel great wearing my prom, I mean bridesmaid dress.